The Greatest Mongoloid, Part Two.

Reading the exact words brings back the exact memories.

Writing the exact feelings makes you remember vaguely.

Through these words I realized what I once were.

Regret?

I wouldn't say that. It's more of a learning, and a blessing.

It was for the better, if I am right, for the both of them.

>Ninax

>Manika

>Doll

>Shithead

>Mongoloid

All hands down to you.

One of the greatest person that I know.

A Child's Memory: Cold Nights Inside The Car

My only point in writing this post is for me to remember a memory in case I forget it (again. =p)

I don't really have the details, but when I was a child there were times when my dad will go out at night to fecth my mom from work (very sweet). If I remember right it was always around 10pm. Even if that was late in the evening still me and my brother always insisted on going with my dad. We would sit at the back of the car with a blanket covering our bodies. I can remember how my brother slept on my lap as he fell asleep.

I remember I always stay awake during the whole ride, dunno why.

Oh! I remember something again! lol. There was one night when we went out to a restaurant. I was really sleepy back then, and I was wearing my pajamas! lol I was embarrassed back then even though I was 7 years old. I ordered steak back then, and guess what! After eating I noticed one of my teeth missing from my piano-like mouth. "Where did it go?" We all wondered. lol

Basically those nights were beautiful. Being a child seems so envious. So simple, so innocent.

Ow ow! I also remembered one night when we went to an amusement park! lol it was very dreamy! But silly me I can't remember what happened back then, except when we won a prize over a token machine. It was a Santa stuffed toy! It was really great.

Night trips with a happy family will be remembered by the children. I'll remember that.

When Your Expectations are Unexpected

I was going home last night when I remembered some 'unforgettable' moments of my life that made me a little heavy inside. It's what I call my Expected Hurtings. Yeah maybe my grammar is wrong but that's what I want to call it so back off! lol.

It's like this. It's when you expected some event to happen that would hurt you, you expected it and so you ready your emotions for that painful moment but still, when that situation comes, you STILL will be hurt. Bummer, isn't it?

I had this one experience with a girl. I knew that she still loves her ex-boyfriend and EXPECTED a very large chance that they will go back together but still, I still went out with her. I still fell for her.

It's really a tormenting feeling when someone leaves you for some reason but, believe me, even if you expected him/her to leave you in the first place, the pain will still be the same.