“Maybe it was her smile, or maybe because of how she smiles”. Those are a few vague reasons why I like this girl—reasons that most men have, that’s why she is liked by so many.
I didn’t differ.
It’s no secret that I like her. I am like a child who has a crush on a teacher—I only watch from the distance, yet it remains no undisclosed to all. That may be the reason why my friend became the way of my first talk with her.
I can see in her eyes that day, the look of nothingness. I could instantly tell that she doesn’t care about the person who was introduced to her a few seconds ago, particularly me.
We were exactly one meter apart.
A human eye can see that with 20/20 vision.
Yet,
Why did your eyes seem to pass me?
Am I not a reality in your life?
Was my smile not enough to get your attention?
Maybe...
Half glad, because I stood close to you for a few seconds,
Half sad, because I stood close to you for a few seconds only.
Instantly, I tried to veil that memory as I again gaped at her in the supermarket, but pulled myself together to decide whether I should talk to her or not.
Why did your eyes seem to pass me?
Am I not a reality in your life?
My feet walked away by itself, my eyes forcibly turning away from the only person I yearned to care about. Her figure disappeared from my sight. I was about to look at the list of groceries that I held when—
“Hey.”
I quickly turned around, almost dropping the blue basket that I held loosely. A person tapped my shoulder. It got my attention—thank goodness it did.
Time stopped.
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