When Your Expectations are Unexpected

I was going home last night when I remembered some 'unforgettable' moments of my life that made me a little heavy inside. It's what I call my Expected Hurtings. Yeah maybe my grammar is wrong but that's what I want to call it so back off! lol.

It's like this. It's when you expected some event to happen that would hurt you, you expected it and so you ready your emotions for that painful moment but still, when that situation comes, you STILL will be hurt. Bummer, isn't it?

I had this one experience with a girl. I knew that she still loves her ex-boyfriend and EXPECTED a very large chance that they will go back together but still, I still went out with her. I still fell for her.

It's really a tormenting feeling when someone leaves you for some reason but, believe me, even if you expected him/her to leave you in the first place, the pain will still be the same.